You dnt know hw much tears i waste everyday just fr nothing, You dnt know hw i suffer trauma in my life. You dnt knw hw i tried to be "the bestfriend ever" to my friends, You dnt know hw i act like everythings fine, You dnt know hw i try to pretend tht i'm okay when its not. You dnt know hw jealous i am to see every little girls in their dad's custody. You dnt know tht, well stop laughing, stop ignoring. I'm trying the best i cn to fix my life. Asking fr people forgivness, being nice to people.
"I’m slowly withering away inside, my heart crying out silently. I have nowhere to let out my anger and sadness, not at school, not at home, not anywhere. And with all the pent up anger and sorrow, I’m breaking. The brave front I’m putting up is cracking, and I’m drowning in all the negative emotions I’ve bottled up over months, with no way to resurface. But I will keep fighting, right until the end. One day, everything will be better and I will truly be happy again. One day."